星期日, 4月 11, 2004
今天是寫這本日記的第一天。
這不是幻想。這是剛剛真正發生的事情。
我睡不著﹐想著昨晚他跟我講的話。
感情真的讓人傷腦筋哦﹗
半夜三點還在床上滾來滾去。
我起來上網﹐不懂要去看什麼。。。
不知不覺到了一個國外的情色貼圖網站。
開始只是想隨便看看﹐誰知道看了幾張貼圖之後卻開始覺得妹妹有點濕濕了。
想自己摸摸妹妹﹐卻想先看多一點圖﹐或者找點色色的故事來看。
看到一組圖﹐金髮女郎﹐身材不錯看﹐這裡我不用形容了。。。。
她拿點燃了得蠟燭﹐把融化的蠟水滴在自己身上。
你們猜她滴在哪裡﹖
通常自虐的女生都滴手臂吧﹖
可是她卻滴在自己乳房上。乳頭的附近。
還有滴在妹妹的週圍。
好嚇人哦﹗
不過此時此刻的我﹐孤單寂寞﹐想嘗試新花樣。
我找出蠟燭。記得是以前玩蠟燭時剩下的。
打火機我有﹐抽菸的人怎麼回會沒有打火機﹖
我坐在電腦熒幕前﹐把全身的衣服都脫掉。
內衣推到乳房上面。內褲已經濕濕了﹐先不要脫。
拿起蠟燭﹐點了火﹐傾斜著拿﹐讓火焰燃燒著蠟燭。
差不多有一滴蠟要滴下來了。
我一鼓起勇氣﹐把它拿到我右邊乳房的上面。
眼看著就要滴下來了﹐我有點怕。
我怕痛﹐我怕燙。
可是想收手已經來不及了。
蠟滴到我身體。剛剛好落在乳頭的邊緣。
好燙﹗可是並沒有想像中痛。
我又試試看滴了幾滴在乳房週圍。
看著我可愛的乳房上面﹐還有乳溝裡面﹐散佈了十幾滴藍色的蠟﹐我內心竟然很興奮﹗
接著我又想滴在那邊。
我用左手把內褲底下拉到左邊。我的陰脣﹐陰毛都暴露了出來。
狠下心﹐蠟燭拿到大腿內側。
一滴﹐兩滴﹐三滴。。。
一開始還會痛﹐後來已經被爽的感覺蓋過了。
從大腿內側﹐已經滴到了陰脣了。
啊﹗夠了吧。
把火吹熄﹐蠟燭拿到一邊﹐今天已經刺激夠了。
接下來發生什麼事﹐你們可以自己猜吧。
椅子的坐墊都弄得有點濕濕了。
可是我很開心。
我只是心情很壞找地方發泄﹐你們不用覺得我是自虐吧﹗
你們有試過嗎﹖可以留言交換心得啊。
這不是幻想。這是剛剛真正發生的事情。
我睡不著﹐想著昨晚他跟我講的話。
感情真的讓人傷腦筋哦﹗
半夜三點還在床上滾來滾去。
我起來上網﹐不懂要去看什麼。。。
不知不覺到了一個國外的情色貼圖網站。
開始只是想隨便看看﹐誰知道看了幾張貼圖之後卻開始覺得妹妹有點濕濕了。
想自己摸摸妹妹﹐卻想先看多一點圖﹐或者找點色色的故事來看。
看到一組圖﹐金髮女郎﹐身材不錯看﹐這裡我不用形容了。。。。
她拿點燃了得蠟燭﹐把融化的蠟水滴在自己身上。
你們猜她滴在哪裡﹖
通常自虐的女生都滴手臂吧﹖
可是她卻滴在自己乳房上。乳頭的附近。
還有滴在妹妹的週圍。
好嚇人哦﹗
不過此時此刻的我﹐孤單寂寞﹐想嘗試新花樣。
我找出蠟燭。記得是以前玩蠟燭時剩下的。
打火機我有﹐抽菸的人怎麼回會沒有打火機﹖
我坐在電腦熒幕前﹐把全身的衣服都脫掉。
內衣推到乳房上面。內褲已經濕濕了﹐先不要脫。
拿起蠟燭﹐點了火﹐傾斜著拿﹐讓火焰燃燒著蠟燭。
差不多有一滴蠟要滴下來了。
我一鼓起勇氣﹐把它拿到我右邊乳房的上面。
眼看著就要滴下來了﹐我有點怕。
我怕痛﹐我怕燙。
可是想收手已經來不及了。
蠟滴到我身體。剛剛好落在乳頭的邊緣。
好燙﹗可是並沒有想像中痛。
我又試試看滴了幾滴在乳房週圍。
看著我可愛的乳房上面﹐還有乳溝裡面﹐散佈了十幾滴藍色的蠟﹐我內心竟然很興奮﹗
接著我又想滴在那邊。
我用左手把內褲底下拉到左邊。我的陰脣﹐陰毛都暴露了出來。
狠下心﹐蠟燭拿到大腿內側。
一滴﹐兩滴﹐三滴。。。
一開始還會痛﹐後來已經被爽的感覺蓋過了。
從大腿內側﹐已經滴到了陰脣了。
啊﹗夠了吧。
把火吹熄﹐蠟燭拿到一邊﹐今天已經刺激夠了。
接下來發生什麼事﹐你們可以自己猜吧。
椅子的坐墊都弄得有點濕濕了。
可是我很開心。
我只是心情很壞找地方發泄﹐你們不用覺得我是自虐吧﹗
你們有試過嗎﹖可以留言交換心得啊。
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Former MPs Mohamad Apandi Mohamad (Pas - Al-Jeli) and Ramli Ibrahim (Keadilan - Al-Kota Bharu) were charged in Kuala Lumpur Sessions Court with making false Parliament attendance claims.
For Mohamad, it was 13 counts of different charges, among them, claiming an accomodation charges of RM 31,050 for his stay in al-Pantai Cahaya Bulan Beach Resort when he was attending federal and state functions in al-Kota Bharu in January 2002 with counterfeit receipts. After the ACA investigation, it was found that he did not pay any hotel charges in the first place.
For Ramli, it was the petrol claims with counterfeit receipts, for 660 km, times 2 for the return journey, of 60 cents each km, which amounting to RM 792 in total, for his trip to attend the Parliament sitting between Oct 25 to Oct 27, 2002. But he was found that he did not attend the abovementioned Parliament sitting at all.
We envision a just Malaysia that is free of corruption, condemn any corrupt practice regardless who the culprits are. It is especially shameful if it is committed by Opposition members who have renounced the rampant corruption parctised by BN for long.
Up to this moment there is no conspiracy theory being raised. But we will not tolerate any if there is one, no matter who is the puppet master. If the ACA reports are true and unbiased, we wish justice to be done, laws to be enforced strictly, to not only these duo but every public office bearer and civil servant, so it may serve as an alarm to all the others. Meanwhile, the findings of ACA investigation into the others who were alleged of overclaim should be made public as well, with follow-up actions taken without fear or favor.
Show the world you mean business, both ACA and political parties.
For Mohamad, it was 13 counts of different charges, among them, claiming an accomodation charges of RM 31,050 for his stay in al-Pantai Cahaya Bulan Beach Resort when he was attending federal and state functions in al-Kota Bharu in January 2002 with counterfeit receipts. After the ACA investigation, it was found that he did not pay any hotel charges in the first place.
For Ramli, it was the petrol claims with counterfeit receipts, for 660 km, times 2 for the return journey, of 60 cents each km, which amounting to RM 792 in total, for his trip to attend the Parliament sitting between Oct 25 to Oct 27, 2002. But he was found that he did not attend the abovementioned Parliament sitting at all.
We envision a just Malaysia that is free of corruption, condemn any corrupt practice regardless who the culprits are. It is especially shameful if it is committed by Opposition members who have renounced the rampant corruption parctised by BN for long.
Up to this moment there is no conspiracy theory being raised. But we will not tolerate any if there is one, no matter who is the puppet master. If the ACA reports are true and unbiased, we wish justice to be done, laws to be enforced strictly, to not only these duo but every public office bearer and civil servant, so it may serve as an alarm to all the others. Meanwhile, the findings of ACA investigation into the others who were alleged of overclaim should be made public as well, with follow-up actions taken without fear or favor.
Show the world you mean business, both ACA and political parties.
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Datuk Seri Nazri Aziz, formerly Minister of Entrepreneur Development who was involved in the scandal of approving 6000 taxi licenses to a single company, who is now Minister in the Prime Minister Department in-charge of Parliamentary matters, recently said something interesting.
He disagreed with the suggestion by some to have the Parliament sitting being telecasted LIVE on TV. The reason, it might have "Reverse Effects".
Asked whatthe heck are those, he cited that MPs might not be sticking to their sofas for the whole day in the Dewan yang Mulia ini. When the sitting is being proceeded, some might go to Tandas yang Mulia ini or Kafeteria yang Mulia ini, and this could push the voters towards imagination of their elected reps not exercising their duty.
Taiwan was used as his example, where Parliament sessions are telecasted live on dedicated cable channels, it is unsightful for the people to see their lawmakers fight, punch and kick each other on the screen.
Well said. Or he was just trying to cover up the fact that many MPs are always absent from sittings, instead go to pose for photo journalists in front of clogged longkangs or officiating wanton noodle restaurants ?
To be fair, and to be seen as fair, I must add that Opposition MPs are sometimes absent as well.
What's the use of covering up ? After all, the attendence sheet is always published on local mainstream papers. As Chinese saying goes, Paper can never Cover up Fire.
He disagreed with the suggestion by some to have the Parliament sitting being telecasted LIVE on TV. The reason, it might have "Reverse Effects".
Asked what
Taiwan was used as his example, where Parliament sessions are telecasted live on dedicated cable channels, it is unsightful for the people to see their lawmakers fight, punch and kick each other on the screen.
Well said. Or he was just trying to cover up the fact that many MPs are always absent from sittings, instead go to pose for photo journalists in front of clogged longkangs or officiating wanton noodle restaurants ?
To be fair, and to be seen as fair, I must add that Opposition MPs are sometimes absent as well.
What's the use of covering up ? After all, the attendence sheet is always published on local mainstream papers. As Chinese saying goes, Paper can never Cover up Fire.
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